There is no quiet in cities or in suburbs,
the ting-ting of car locks beeping,
lonely fifty-somethings and empty nesters
talking to their dogs like pampered replacements
for the children they never had—
surrogates they refuse to see.
There is no quiet in cities,
the drunken shouts of aimless in-betweeners,
not quite men, not quite boys—
circling the drain further of wasted youth
on excess, greed, false promises—
chasing feckless girl-women old enough
to dress to attract, but hollow shells lacking
enough substance to keep their partners,
fed on potato chip dating sites, consumption
of air and foam plastic derivatives
in a candy-coated, apple blue-light special
There is no quiet in suburbs—
Uber, fetch my food, deliver to me, peasant—
late nights ringed in the haze of ganja through
tinted shades,
or the moans of actors (maybe not) in the rental’s thin wall.
The comings and goings of lonely hearts.
We got off the bus from the city to the suburb,
now living in hell, further and farther apart
Here the HOA board inspectors wield an unholy power and a Great War—
Infractions of conformity round every street.
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Cities are over-rated - I am reminded every time I visit one. I recognize that I am a fortunate one, needing to drive near a city only about once a week in order to quickly launch into the sky for yet another place, preferably a town somewhere in "fly-over" country.
That's too close to my former distopian view of the world before I moved away, far away. Now, the only dogs I see are the packs that roam the country roads, gathering at 5pm, waiting for their "regulars" to bring them dinner. The fifty-somethings are tattooed old white men with long black-haired Asian girls hanging on their arms, looking in the store windows at trinkets that they'll save for the day when it's all a memory, their children raised by their families in the villages that were their homes before the money ran out and they had to move to the city to find a job or a man to pay the rent. Each scenario has it's own sadness and we have a way to not indulge in it.